'tis done!
after considering changing my degree since.. ehm march? I finally went to my adviser today and sorted it out! I shall opefully now leave this place with a joint MA in Art Histroy and Management.
JOY! and no I have not intended to change it again... (not that I think anyone ever does..?)
Oh well As I said JOY. so all I can say sarcasticly with a suitable hand gesture (not the middle finger, I have more class then that thank you very much) "peace SD, peace"
.. I just look so good studying "chemistry".
.. I think we can all agree that my chemistry face reveals two things: I should NOT change my degree into it and What I do when my flatmates leave me alone in the livingroom. I also think I might have "" the wrong thing in the headline. But eh. Ones again. Look at photo, is there really any hope left for me?
food.
I've realized that the past couple of days my eating has been... well, not too good I'd say. lots of sandwiches. So I've decided I shall try to get some sort of food planing going on. Also to make sure I don't throw away so much.
But after yesterdays "smörgåstårta" (yes, I made my very own swedish traditional sandwich cake. Filled with shrimps and smoked salmon.. nomnom)
So today shall be tortilla day with meat and bean tortillas, tomorrow will be chili con carne with the rest of the beans.. And since tuesdays are my busy day: left overs. Wednesday I'll be going out for dinner most likely. Thursday I will defenitley have to use up the rest of my fish! So fish pasta? Then halloween weekend is upon me and I hope I can have pancakes or something equally delicious for breakfast ;)
I love cooking! I love eating
Crystal Fighters - At Home
it's a bit pop, a bit indie and a bit.. well folk. Obviously I love it
Remember how I said that comes one day babyHow I said I come around to see you one day
I said I tried to find the way to run away I get away some day
When it comes one day baby
I gonna fly around the world to you and said
I gonna fly around the world to try to find you again and said
I never thought I'll see you again
I never thought I get to be with my best friend
I never thought I've got to tell you again
I never thought I've got to tell you I lost my mind again
I left alone
I left the world I was running
to be by your side
I was dying along by your side
I was flying
I came alone
I come alone with, to get here
To lifts up foot off my feet
At home they mean nothing to me
lalalala... yeah yeah
Remember everywhere that you think it's in this place
Take a place if you find a place to take
Take away the way you want to walk away
Make a way with my mind, my mind it's away
Wake me up for a moment from the paradise
Lift me off the ground and take me to the garden of paradise
Remember everywhere that you think it's in this place
Take a place if you find a place to take
And if you don't have anything nice to say
You can tell it while it takes it to your brain
Wake me up for a moment from the paradise
Lift me off the ground and take me to the garden of paradise
Having a "what degree should I be doing" dilemma.
Sitting in the library, all cozed up.. reading my Art History stuff.. and just looking at these fantastic paintings. And all I can think of is: WHY DO I HAVE TO DO SD!?? Art histroy makes me care, it makes me study and most importantly it makes me feel something towards the subject. SD gives me non of that.. I don't like it, which means I don't care, which means I don't put any effort in... evidentially: I feel nothing towards SD more then complete and utter indifference.
Oh well.. I hate that I will be forced to make a decision this winter to which one I should stay in. Because honours are coming up, and I will have to make a decision of what degree I want to do.
I basically just wish life was easier.
But LOOK at this!! My favourite painting right now with out a single doubt. Is illustrates Saturn eating one of his sons, after learning that the only way he will die is if he is killed by one of his own sons. ANd this painting, like many of Goya's darker paintings that he draw at the end of his life when he was suffereing from mental illness, shows the dark ways and horrors of superstition. So much anxiety in one painting. (And like a lot of people.. things that makes us feel awkward fasinates us)
yea.. I love it basically.
Goya - Saturn Devouring His Childen (1820)
I am officially ending the blog break
pretty sure it didn't even last as long as my natural dry spells. but oh well.
What Can I say, I feel stronger, more confident and more determind then ever. I have spent the night surrounded by people that has just picked me up to where I started and beyond. I am forever greatful.
I just thought that these amazing people (I do really hope you all know who you are) deserve to be the reason this blog break is over. It will still be lacking in everyday emotions... but ;) When events like these happen.. I just can't keep quiet. I have redeemed my hope in humanity. I love you guys.. endlessly.
blog break
due to a far too busy life style and things that has been going on. I've decided to take a wee break for the blog... in everyones interest (trust me you don't want to hear my ranting anyway haha)
lots of love and mass fornication until I've come back into uni life properly :)
So a temporarily farwell with an awesome song.
sunny lovely day at the beach...
...or not. But hey! Storm winds amongst the dunes and the rain smattering against my face.. could make a quite fun day as well.
Been "pulling" and planting and cutting down trees with shard tools.. and seal watching. Which it turns out -not that exciting since they then to lie rather still.
But it was fun.. I can laugh at it now. Or more: I feel extremely exhausted and am on the way to make my homemade pizza and eat it... all. non of this sharing shit. I've done enough good for one day! limits people, limits!
trying to figure out the most cliché way to exit this entry. I'm thinking of course: song. I'm thinking: feel good/help the world song... I am thinking Michael Jackson. Enjoy.
need some new study music. correction, need new a study system
The record player is awesome. downside is however the changing side and changing records. Awesome for chill evenings or days... not so great when your trying to seriously cram information into your already procrastinating brain.
I know what I want to listen to as well. which isn't really helping since I know 98% of it is song I don't have on my ipod or itunes for that matter. And I don't have spotify anymore since they decided to act like douches. And well... youtube is what I'm using right now- but that's even worse then the record player. Constant changing of tunes.
buuuut. Oh youtube does give you amazing clips like the one below- aw, maybe I should just skip music whilst studying. Clearly it just creates procrastination problems.. just think about me spending 15min writing this post? why.. because of my music dilemma, and that I whilst writing where reading my management booklet AND looking at youtube clips.
