random headline. And my survival song!!!!
Guess who’s back on the east side of the North Sea. Had no internet for most of the day and got right back in the car (after sobering up)… Wow. Never thought I would ever have trouble with driving on the right side. Haha I’ve been converted!!!!! Not ok.
Best moments of the day:
Julia's comment: “Sandra… you reek of tequila”
A mother’s dear laugh when she sees her hung-over daughter drag her ass and her luggage through the airport.
My mother gets a parking fine…
First song on the radio is the uncensored version of Tenacious D’s Kickapoo followed by Guns and Rose’s Paradise city.
leaving St Andrews. Thus, one must listen to Elvis...
No particular reason. I love his music (at least the little I've heard)... and I'm to darn lazy to find a cheesy going away song ;) "leaving on a jet plane" just seemed to be a bit too obvious.
feels SO weired! Not at all like I'm going home. More like I'm going on a winter holiday... with some friends. This makes packing HELL! I hate packing for short trips, 2 weeks is short. And I realized some retard (aka me) only booked 15 kg.... darn.
Well!! Cleaning, laundry, birthday and röcksöc is still on the agenda before the shuttle picks me up at 2:40am! as we would say in the old country.. GÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖTT!!!!
that's what friends are for honey.
But I've done my friend duties ;) Left you at a party and picked you up at 1:00. My task is done! :D and I still think you did the best thing by going out and partying :D Even if the flight will suck ;) You only live once right?
PUSS på dig snygging! haha see you in Gothenburg :)
christmas spirit signed the darkness
Justin Hawkins... where do you get those trousers?? One thing's for certain, you are what I want under my christmas tree the 24th ;)
Lucia. 13 dec.
However, not complaining over my night. A Romanian abortion movie? Sundays just doesn't get better then that! My uterus was in pain for most of the time... but I feelt the movie was lacking in coathangers.
Time for lunch now, fish 'n' chips with my party girls. Damn they make me feel old!! haha
Gothenburg boys! Awesome music, Lucky to have seen them several times live + they are my age!! equally old and boring ;)

today; the only thing that makes me survive the day.

saturday nights. Again..
Saturday night has turned into something not equal to sleep and once again last night we went to bed at 5am. Which, to be fair, is the earliest we've been to bed for quite sometime.
but now I'll have to pay the price of sleep deprivation and a day full of carbs. But ofc, it's all totally worth it!
I was perfectly ok last night but let me tell you, sitting on the floor for 12 h is something you feel the day after. gnarly. (not really, but totally worth it!)
criminal intent.
heading out to buy a cover, more pillows... haha I have spent the night trying to cling on to my part of the cover... I will have revange!

we scandinavans used to have so much fun with the UK....
wooops!
my phone all the sudden goes off. I get annoyed and reach for it in my delicate state of mind and read it. Economics tutorial in 15 min... in the arts building. HA! well... that's just not happening now is it. + I've been to them all and feelt uncomfortable with the tutorial teacher.. I'm just gonna give myself this one as an early christmas present.
good night last night. No rape and no lizard so I'm pleased.
just for your eyes; just realized my "flower/tree" from IKEA has turned into a beautiful stem. guess that's what happens when you water something 2 times over a period of 3 months.. the maths doesn't add up. But I was never any good at maths so...
humon comics...

and I shall now stop spaming people on facebook with stupid things and move from my bed. And go get myself some laundry money.
humon comics, never fails to cheer me up..

ffs!!!
FYI
Just.. no words. To brain dead. just Mass fornication.
And yeah, that will be the legacy I'm leaving behind!

listening to:
just in a huggy mood...
on my way out
procrastination

any how. I'm trying to finish my SD assignment. Not happening. I'm also trying to NOT touch the lucia buns we baked yesterday, think I can manage. I'm generally just super, unbelievably BORED!
Hate SD right now. urk! pfft! USCH! hmm and this is just one page we're talking about. Still can't find inspiration to do it. But, I do have the entire day more or less. So I should be done within the hour. or two.
let's talk about self-esteem
Let’s start off with some facts. I hate certain parts of my body, I hate my thighs (like a lot of people) I have cellulite, I have the tummy… I’ve gained about 5kg the past 3 months. I have stretch marks from my really chubby times. But you know what, I really, really, REALLY don’t care. I love my body! I love my curves! I just don’t have time anymore worrying about the little things.
That’s why I did the “naked calendar” J I just want to be, “fuck you this is what I look like!”. (I might have a slight attitude problem ^^ haha). I was obviously the one there least in shape.. But so what? Hell yes! Love the skin you in! :D It’s all about how you feel on the inside, the soul or what ever you call it.
I’ll also admit I’m aware that we do judge people from what we see, but with age (wisdom hits like a thunderstorm! Cool shit) I have also realized how important that “little extra” really is. I have no preferences any longer. I can’t say I prefer a special type of guys. Some are skinny and some aren’t. Some have dark hair, and some are blond. I’m more then convinced I fall for charm, a smile and beautiful eyes. Yes, call me a dork. But I can’t help it… those little things are what makes my knees weak from time to time. ;)
Haha Ok, that’s all I had to say on such a serious matter! But it’s something close to heart. And I felt today after the naked photo shoot would be the best time to bring it up. + I’m making lussebullar (lucia buns) and trust me those aren’t fat free.. and I don’t care!!
awesome... just awesome.

Todays theme is death by the way. if now anyone was wondering.
As usual I'm all dressed in black (what can I say, I like it!)... I chose sleep over shower = hairdo is more of a cluster fuck then an actual hairdo or it simply looked like if something flew in there.. got tangled, before it eventually died.
No, and the only pathetic attempt I could do to save me from creating yet another painful childhood memory was to put on some mascara... which Fyi, I never have the energy to put on.
No I guess our dear hall neighbour was right, today I'm going around looking like death.
today christmas found itself very present in the love shack penthouse
But today we have all been singing to the amazing songs of christmas, most played? pfft, "fairytale of New York" by the Pogues OFC! what gives more christmas spirit then:
You´re an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy christmas your arse I pray god it´s our last.
There's no other song like it, a favourite from before I knew how to say hello in english!
And the christmas joy of today has been followed up by dancing and singing off key, just like it should be. And then we did a little roadtrip to morrisons.. hells yes people! Loving the life right now!
Just finished my concept map. So now I can leave for the Movie night whithout too much guilt. Iäm finally gonna see my first Ingmarg Bergman movie -and I WILL love it! even if it is the crapiest movie ever created, just 'cuz it is swedish.
BTW: I got an enormous swedish flag for my birthday. What do I do with it? I hung it on my wall... but seriously.. haha everytime I see it it makes me kind of uncomfortable.. every swede out there understan what I'm talking about. But, what do I do with it!?