In the last couple of days I've had a revolutionary awakening!
revolutionary and revolutionarey.. I've just had an awakening that made me grow a thicker skin more or less.
Some people just aren't worth my precious time. Sorry, but I think every single person can agree on that one.
I'm just glad it finally came back to me!
I used to be confident and happy 24/7. I don't know, I guess I just had my confidence pushed of my little pedistal.. I was pissed about it for weeks, but being angry in yourself for lack of believe in yourself, ehh lets just say it clearly just isn't the right method to deal with it ;) . But now I'm back on track and loving it!
I know what I want in life, and I'm f-ing getting there!
My biggest problem was (and probably still is) that I care too much about people. that's the a and b of my problem, if there now is such a thing?
I've been told I care too much and that I forgive far too easily. But I don't see that as a problem. However it does become a problem when I get the feeling people just take that side of me for granted and make me feel like I can be pushed over. I think that's actually the only reason I've cried in the last couple of years even.. (with a few exceptions)
My friends however, are more precious to me then ever! :) I love every single one of you! (even if I at times say the creepiest stuff)
The best thing christianity ever gave us: "Treat others how you would like to be treated" and I'm sticking by it (meaning we all fuck up but we just have to be able to forgive anyway)
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